I'm not sure what I've been learning. Mostly because I've been feeling a bit apathetic lately. Half the time I find that I don't want to go to church on Saturday nights and I find some excuse to not have to go, or just stay home and watch the millions of hours of TV shows I have saved on my DVR. The other half I'm forcing myself to go, to make an appearance, and than leave early.
I know that this period of apathy won't last forever and I just need to push through. But I feel that my biggest problem is if I continue to not go to church that eventually I'll stop altogether, and I know that would be terrible. Not just for me socially, cause the majority of my friends are my church family, but spiritually as well.
I'm not sure what it is I need to do to get me back into going, but I know that I need to. Because I know that it's what I want, even if I don't feel it, but it's what God wants. He knows, just like I do, that I'm never going to beat the apathy if I'm sitting in front of my TV every Saturday night.
TNT (Till Next Time),
Words by Ali
Hi friend! Don't stop coming! We miss you! I think problems like this need a two-pronged approach. There's the "move your feet and your heart will follow" side (like you mentioned), and I think that is a start. I will also be praying that God meets you in your apathy and shows you what's going on in your heart so you can follow Him joyfully. If there's anything I can do to help you, let me know! Look forward to seeing you soon :)
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