I'm not sure what I've been learning. Mostly because I've been feeling a bit apathetic lately. Half the time I find that I don't want to go to church on Saturday nights and I find some excuse to not have to go, or just stay home and watch the millions of hours of TV shows I have saved on my DVR. The other half I'm forcing myself to go, to make an appearance, and than leave early.
I know that this period of apathy won't last forever and I just need to push through. But I feel that my biggest problem is if I continue to not go to church that eventually I'll stop altogether, and I know that would be terrible. Not just for me socially, cause the majority of my friends are my church family, but spiritually as well.
I'm not sure what it is I need to do to get me back into going, but I know that I need to. Because I know that it's what I want, even if I don't feel it, but it's what God wants. He knows, just like I do, that I'm never going to beat the apathy if I'm sitting in front of my TV every Saturday night.
TNT (Till Next Time),
Words by Ali
