Laziness

I feel like I have no motivation to do much of anything these days. Even when it comes to God and my spiritual life. I feel like I have to force myself to go to Church services or House Church/Small Group. Even when I do get to Church services I find some excuse to leave early, and not stay for the messages.

I think my prayer life, quite times, have gotten stale. I do the same things over and over and over again, and I feel like if I don't stop I'll go insane. I want God to rekindle a fire in me, like I had before. To wake up my heart and to thirst for seeking Him.

I think the first thing I need to do is get back into a routine (even if I don't want to):
- Quite times every morning
- Church service on Saturdays (and staying for the entire message)
- House Church/Small Group on Wednesdays

I also think I need someone to be accountable to. I fear that if I'm left to my own devices again a I'll continue to fall back into my laziness. Any suggestions on what to do?

TNT
Words by Ali


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